Monday, February 10, 2014

Sunrise In The Forest

Sometimes you can't see the forest for the trees. Sometimes you need to take a step back, take a deep breath, and re-prioritize. Take stock of where you are, where you are heading, where you want to be. If they all line up great! If not then something needs to change. Yesterday was a bad day fr my Nickernoo. We are getting maried in April, on her sisters birthday as it happens. Now said sister has gone toxic, feeling that we are stealing her special day from her. She is older than I am, but not acting it. I thought woman were supposed to be the mature ones. Even if we wanted to, it is to late to cancel. Money has changed hands, invites have been sent.
My own sister has also gone toxic. its a long story that I may cover later, but suffice to say she is planning to avoid my wedding like the plague. Sigh.

Thursday, January 23, 2014

Cold Light Update

Took the plunge. I have ordered Hanano's birth certificate and gotten the email address for the Japanese embassy. Fingers crossed

Cold light of Day

Having slept on it I am resolved this morning to try and find Hanano. I know it is a hard task. Research on the web shows that it is next to impossible to find someone in Japan, especially if you are looking from outside the country, but I am determined to try.

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Restless on a Wednesday night

Must be near that time of year. Yep fast approaching the 26th and I find myself reading old posts at near midnight. It's been ages since I felt like writing, but suddenly I feel this urge again. Spent a good hour or so googling My ex and daughter, trying to find some trace of them. No luck, but it's what I expected. Payday tomorrow and I will get a copy of Hanano's birth certificate. Then I plan on emailing the Japanese embassy to see if they can help me. It's time I tried to find her.